{"id":223,"date":"2011-06-03T07:53:59","date_gmt":"2011-06-03T07:53:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/blog\/?p=223"},"modified":"2015-05-01T08:03:29","modified_gmt":"2015-05-01T08:03:29","slug":"a-love-letter-to-my-13-year-old-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/blog\/2011\/06\/03\/a-love-letter-to-my-13-year-old-self\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cA Love Letter to My 13-Year-Old Self\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--StyleSheet Link-->Guess what kids, I\u2019m not dead. Although I would forgive you for thinking that due to the conspicuous lack of updates around here lately. Let\u2019s just say that life punched me in the face, but it wasn\u2019t a TKO, so here I am posting some new art! At last! You may remember in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/blog\/2010\/11\/18\/things-keep-happening\/\">my last blog post<\/a> (6 months ago, argh!), I posted a little sneak preview of this in it\u2019s very early stages (after only 2-3 hours of illustration \/ compositing). Well, 60+ hrs of work later, spread out over several months, here it is:<!--StyleSheet Link--><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/alovelettertomy13yearoldself.php\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/alovelettertomy13yearoldself.jpg\" alt=\"A Love Letter to My 13-Year-Old Self\" width=\"800\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><!--StyleSheet Link--><\/p>\n<p>In the midst of an epic battle, twin psychic school girls deal a decisive blow upon a towering giant robot. Pretty much my magnum opus thus far\u2026 It\u2019s the third in my giant robot series, but there\u2019s more to it than just that. From my middle school days until the early days of college, I was a huge anime nerd. I also read a ton of manga. These two mediums have had a profound effect on my art style, techniques, and favorite themes to this day. Though I am still being a big manga fan, I don\u2019t watch much anime anymore. I got sort of burned-out, and didn\u2019t feel like I was seeing enough variety in the modern-day anime (with the exceptions of auteurs such as Satoshi Kon, Mamoru Oshii, and Katsuhiro Otomo).<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Despite the disaffection with modern anime, I still have a strong love of the stuff I grew up on, tracing back to being a 4 year old and watching Robotech with my older brother. That had a profound effect on me. In this piece, I pay tribute to that, as well as Mai the Psychic Girl, Gundam, Domu, Project A-Ko, Cutey Honey, and other bits and bobs of Japanese pop culture that I grew up with, as well as a little dose of Transformers. Basically as you can see, giant robots and psychic battles are two of my favorite subject matters!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/alovelettertomy13yearoldself_bonus.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"959\" height=\"660\" \/><\/p>\n<p><!--StyleSheet Link--><\/p>\n<p>I shot this (the girls and part of the background at least) with one of my favorite models, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.modelmayhem.com\/271876\" target=\"_blank\">Raven Le Faye<\/a>, in Berkeley over a year ago. The robot is made up of over 20 different cars that I shot in Michigan and California. I shot the distant background in Los Angeles. Lots of stuff going on in this\u2026 I\u2019m very pleased to finally be releasing it into the world after so long.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>On a semi-sad note, this is going to be my last \u201csuper epic\u201d, super detailed piece for a while.. It took me too long to make (over 60 hours) as I work much slower in Wacom than anything analog. Most of my illustrated-photography pieces take me between 15 and 30 hrs, which is also a long time, but this one was ridiculous. Just the robot on it\u2019s own would have normally been a piece on its own, but I decided to take this piece farther. That said, I really need to buy a Wacom Cintiq, for a more 1:1 drawing experience \u2013 as opposed to the disconnect one gets from drawing on the desk and looking at the screen. I think this would speed up my workflow considerably. Problem is, I\u2019m broke, so until I can scrape together the extra cash, I\u2019m going to have to stick with more simple pieces for a little bit, otherwise I\u2019ll only get one new piece done every several months, which is not enough for me. Good to pause this era (for now at least), with a BANG! (literally, in this case, hence the explosion)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/alovelettertomy13yearoldself_themakingof.php\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/behindthescenes\/loveletter13_header.jpg\" alt=\"the making of \" width=\"800\" height=\"180\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><!--StyleSheet Link--><\/p>\n<p>I decided since this new work is particularly special to me that I\u2019d throw in a little bonus. Click the above image, or <a href=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/alovelettertomy13yearoldself_themakingof.php\">here<\/a>, to see a detailed \u201cMaking of\u201d \/ behind-the-scenes for this work.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Special thanks to Raven for modeling for this. You\u2019ll see her in a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/ladygalaxy.php\">couple<\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/illustratedphotography\/cinder.php\">other<\/a> works on the site, and you will be seeing her in more work soon! For example, another illustrated photography piece, a much more simple one that I\u2019ll be getting to soon\u2026 Also, she modeled for a pin-up \/ alt \/ fetish \/ nudie set that I\u2019ll be submitting to Zivity soon. That\u2019s very new territory for me, and was a fun experience. Once I get that posted, I\u2019ll direct you there (all of you over 18 yrs old, at least!). Also, I\u2019ll be posting an EGL shoot I did with her soon (and if you didn\u2019t see <a href=\"http:\/\/www.evanhaydenart.com\/photography\/raven_bunny.php\">these<\/a> really cute pics from a year ago, you should!) Thanks also go out to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youthindecline.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Ryan Sands<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/seibei.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">David Murray<\/a>, and Dawon Kim for giving me feedback at various stages along the way of the creation of this beast! Also thanks to Lady Gaga, Skrillex, Wham!, Dschingis Khan, Arabesque, and the TalkRadar and Gamespy Debriefing podcasts for supplying background sounds for the big push this past week.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>In other news, I have more stuff to post soon. Other stuff that I\u2019ve been working on over the past few months, but haven\u2019t had the time to organize into gallery pages yet. A shoot with Beau (some of which is edited and done, some note)\u2026 Also the ongoing product photography work I\u2019ve been doing for my buddy <a href=\"http:\/\/www.seibei.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Seibei<\/a> \/ David Murray, and also product photography I did for <a href=\"http:\/\/www.etsy.com\/shop\/BabushkaDesigns\" target=\"_blank\">Babushka Designs<\/a> \/ Tatiana Jimenez. Both of those coming soon (or you could just look at those links and buy some awesome stuff!) You\u2019ll also notice that I upped the font size on the last stuff I uploaded. I\u2019ll be doing this throughout the site soon, I\u2019m just super lazy right now. the old text looked great on lower-resolution screens, but I\u2019m finding it hard to read on my 22\u2033 Samsung, and I\u2019m guessing you might too! Okay, gotta get a little sleep now! It\u2019s after 7am and I\u2019ve been in a creative trance!<\/p>\n<p><!--StyleSheet Link--><\/p>\n<p><!--StyleSheet Link--><\/p>\n<p><!--StyleSheet Link--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Guess what kids, I\u2019m not dead. Although I would forgive you for thinking that due to the conspicuous lack of updates around here lately. Let\u2019s just say that life punched me in the face, but it wasn\u2019t a TKO, so here I am posting some new art! At last! 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